Tricky Wishes

There's three things I wish for.
Or maybe four, I don't know if the last one counts,
or if I'll tell it to you,
so you'll just have to wait and see
with me.

I wish I had a male body.
I'd give anything in the world for it,
except for my control.

I wish I had the strength to tell everybody
that I should have a male body.
I'm sure I said it in the past
when I was little,
saying things without hesitation.
If only I was listened to then,
I might be me now.

The third wish is a secret.
I can't tell it to you.
You'd think I was crazy,
because if this third secret is true,
I must be a girl for sure,
but I'm not.

All three secrets are true.
The fourth one I forgot,
but it's alright,
because I so remember that it was a secret too.